how did this happen?

How have I gone from having so much time that I was mostly bored, to having so little time I haven't got a clue when I am going to ever get things done, and can't ever seem to be on top of things. This week, I am going to das White Stripes tomorrow night, if it doesn't get rained off, and The Boy is coming, and it's my birthday, and somehow I also have to book tickets to go and see The Boy, arrange my birthday celebrations, and watch a damn kiteboarding video so that I can give it back to my trainer. When is this all going to happen? Quite frankly, it just isn't. Furthermore, I pretty much have no interest in arranging stuff for my birthday, because I just loathe celebrations in general, and hate the pressure of doing something fun, and getting everyone together, and making sure they all get on. Too much work. If I could do what I wanted, I would just run away and do nothing, and not tell anyone. Furthermore, The Boy is just being weird about things. He doesn't want to eat in "some restaurant which gives you small portions" - well, I'm not going to some ghetto-ass chain thingy. I want something quality, where the food is actually good, and not mass produced by some chef with a drink problem. I don't think that's that difficult. Sometimes, I think that The Boy and I are so different in our attitudes to life that it really shouldn't work, and I spend most of my time questioning the reasoning behind his actions.

You know, this all sounds like I am miserable, and I really am not at all. I'm just busy, and that's fine. Its better to be occupied than not. But I am also slightly worried - the past 48hours of rain is hinting to me that the White Stripes tomorrow might be rained off, and that would be too depressing for words. Kinda ironic though, because FMN1 tried to go and see them, and it was when Jack White had broken his finger, and so they pulled out then, and this time, its me, and not looking like any better luck.

FMN1 sent me many txts today slagging me off for liking that Natasha Bedingfield song "These Words" - fair enough, I really wish I didn't, but I'm just wondering how she knew ...