could my week get any worse

Probably not. Honestly, I must have a hex on me or something. FMN1 dropped out of travelling with me last night. It was one of those things that I kind of knew was going to happen, but still sucks. I'm not at all mad at her, she has other things going on, but I still would have preferred if she was coming. It just means I have to organise a whole host of stuff myself. I'm thinking conservation or community in Mexico, then go to Argentina, then NZ, Oz, and then travel round SE Asia before doing a teaching project there for a while, and then come home. Bit vague, but I'm going to talk to people about it tomorrow, and try and get something organised. I'm quite lucky, I have some money in the bank to get started, and an inheritance coming my way, so I have funds, but still. Its a big blow.

Plus, things with The Boy are sticky. We seem to be fighting a lot. Maybe both of us is losing sympathy with the other's cause? He says I don't tell him any of my problems any more, and maybe I don't, but I just don't feel like talking about them. I have no idea what's going on. Things seem pretty cloudy on that front too.